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meron kang 100,000 pesos?

easily distracted

it’s been a while that i haven’t put anything here, and so i thought i told my self to just put everything in multiply instead. well, what can i say? women.

today was a movie day. i think ive watched 3 or 4 movies today, errands in between and a whole lot of thinking. i have a lot of things to buy and settle and with all bravery, i wrote them all down as if i have all the money to buy and accomplish them. well atleast i have my plans already in my mind.

i love the company of gays, but now, they’re the most annoying set of people known to me, considering that they hinder my deep thoughts to flow at a constant rate because they’re too freaking drunk and noisy and that i can hear them more than i can hear my ipod songs.

so now i lost the momentum of writing a heartfelt piece. This then turns out to be a post of remorse. i lost my writing appetite. i think i’ll just read the book i’ve been starting to read since forever.

temptation in the sweetest form

i can hear my stomach rumbling and i kept imagining myself eating loads of ferrero as i am really craving for some chocolates right now.

suddenly…

as i was surfing the net reading blogs and watching tv at the same time, Ellen Degeneres brought out a tall tree of ferrero rocher chocolates out to the stage.

awwwww…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

leave me alone you temptuous sweetness!

when anger subsides..

while i was at work, at the height of my disappointment, all i could think of is to go home and write a blog to let go of my rage.

right now, i don’t think im writing this because of anger. I just wanna write, as i always do.

i don’t think its necessary to write the whole details. i just don’t feel like it.
so here’s what i’ve learned: before you get mad, make sure you have the right reasons.

 

 

“Be ye angry, and sin not”

 

 

it’s a good thing i thought about that. to think that it was not just once that it happened to me. atleast I know im doing what I have to do, and what i’m doing is right.

Thank God.

 

kung sinuswerte ka nga naman oo..

sinong mag-aakala na napupulot na lang ngayon ang i-pod nano na 2GB?

ako din. ni hindi pumasok sa hinagap ko yun.

pero kung di nga naman talaga ako sexy, este, sinuswerte, nakapulot talaga ako ng nano. well, kung may mapagsosolian ako, di ako magdadalawang isip na isoli yun, kaya lang, mukang para sa akin talaga yun. isipin mo na lang, napulot ko sya sa harap ng isang banko malapit sa ayala alabang village. gabi. walang masyadong ilaw. walang tao. WALANG GWARDYA.

banko na may ATM na walang gwardya.

anak ng pating. naghintay ako ng ilang minuto at nagbabakasakaling may taong babalik dun para hanapin yun pero wala. at wala pa rin yung gwardya. siguro nag CR o nanghingi ng yosi sa gwardya sa kabilang building o di kaya naman nagpaload.

kailangan ko ng umalis dahil may pasok pa ako. at madilim sa lugar na yun at baka mapano pa ako.

so umalis na lang ako habang naiisip-isip ko na “akin ka na ba talaga?”

hmmm.. kelan kaya ako makakapulot ng laptop, DSLR at creative?

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on cloud nine..

a blissful evening.

breathed deeply and let it out.

lately i’ve been preoccupied with both pleasant things and old conflicts.

you fell asleep and as you go into a deep slumber, i fell inlove with you, over again.

i never get tired of listening to your silence. the sound of your breathing. it may mean nothing to you but if i could only put into words the consoling feeling it gives me.

thinking of you made me write this. and as i do, something in my being felt afraid.

you know, this is who i am. if i were to look into a mirror, for sure i won’t be able to tell how in the world you did fell for me. i’d like to be seen as someone who’s easily forgotten. i just wanna do the things i want to do and make it right. just that simple. so see? there’s nothing so awesome in that. now i wonder, as i always do…what did you see?

random thoughts are again flowing into my mind. no big words or eloquent details to go with it. what i feel right now is that i love you. just that.

you’ll never understand the way i worry about you, i guess.

the way i hate hearing negative comments about you or what you do.

the way i love your laughter.

the way i love you talking to me about serious matters.

the way you scold me, and then making me feel that i am loved afterwards.

the way i miss some of the things you do for me before.

the way i hate some of your mannerisms yet loving you still with no questions asked.

the way i hate it whenever i feel you have problems that you dont share to me, telling me its how the way you are. i think i will never get used to it. i’ll just go ahead and cry it all out.

i always hope and pray that you always stay healthy and strong. physically and spiritually. always keep your feet on the ground and never let your power or influences eat you up badly, just like what “they” have thought us.

may God bless and guide you always..

*smile and hug*

empty brain, full tummy! *LOL*

*sigh*

can’t think of anything to write.. my mind has been too couched lately while my digestive system is working twice as much as my brain does

*munch munch munch*

i’ve got all that i need.. notebook, camera, broadband connection and few useful resources except for the wit to put them all together to make one good readable stuff. ha! so cool..

what is it that i need? maybe fresher air, long drive and nature tripping to compose my writing spirit. aside from that one.. i’ll keep it to myself

well, atleast im writing. and thats good by now.

another first?

the 1st time ill ever get myself into blogging (as far as i know.. or maybe another forgetfullness issue *sigh*). i always wanted to blog ever since, yet time and a certain someone wont let me. as a resolution, ill keep it dicreet, for me not to have a problem with whoever he is

rant rant rant..

haha! discreet blogging? kinda ironic. *LOL* is that how will this be? nah! just need a home for my notions. as of now, i really dont care about someone commenting on what i have to say.. i just wanna give way to my passion, atleast letting it out. an outspoken person trapped in a muted mouth is what i am, which is favorably better..

simply happy.. and now i could start

*wink*