the golden rule
“don’t do unto others what you don’t want others to do unto you.”
she can’t even tell him how much he hurts him. Why? Because she’s gonna get more mad if he tries to explains and prove her that hes right, as always. Or.. she’s gonna be more mad if he do things to fix it, not knowing that he would only try to aggravate the situation. She hates her. She wants to scream out loud and cry. She’s jealous. She hates him coz she thinks he totally forgot her that moment he did that, that he didn’t even consider what she’ll feel. He doesn’t want her to that to him but he’s doing the very exact thing that he’s gonna hate if she does it. He keeps telling her how much he loves him, but this? it erases the feeling he’s trying to convey to her in his very convincing words. She knows it might be a little bit over, but no, its not. It may just be a simple thing, but not for this. What if she does the same thing? Having something sweet together with somebody from her past?
Its too late to do something about it. He already hurt her. And there’s nothing to erase that from her.
So hurt, she wonders if she could still bear it. She hates her self for feeling this but she cant help it. Yeah, so hurtful it is, the only way she could think of to get rid of the pain is to say goodbye and forget him.
but she knows she cant… she just f*@%ing cant. :’(
