quid pro quo..
some people can get their pen and paper running when they’re happy. well i guess im quite different. i get more inspired when i feel sober, low or quiet. i guess im too overwhelmed with happiness that i get speechless or self-contained when the moment is there. like my system is in a state of shock.. i think im being bias right now, coz im not in that mood. now it gives weight to the knowledge ive learned from the wiseman.. actual situation is really different.
…i thank God for all the things He’s giving me even though most of the time i feel astonished and undeserving of those blessings.. you can never find love like His.
i think my mood changed right now. great.

